I won’t run on. In short, there’s this guy that i have liked for about two years now. Well, when I first saw him, he was in a relationship, so I didnt pursue anything. Finally, he got out of that but he told me he wasnt interested in anyone else. He was very secretive with me; He didn’t want to tell me everything (i guess its with all guys who meet a girl the first time). Well, the wrongest thing I did was have sex with him. it was my fault because he told me he wasnt interested in a relationship in the beginning, but that he wanted to have sex with me. I was skeptical but did it with him because I thought it would win him over (dumb, I know). Well after sex, he kinda distanced himself, and I got so hurt that I deleted him from facebook.. and removed his number. I wasn’t hurt cuz of the fact that he distanced himself, but because we really opened up to each other. I thought it was going somewhere. All in all, I was disappointed. Well he contacted me 4 months later telling me how sorry he is. And that he didnt wanna start anything new because he was afraid of getting hurt. I simply said, "you’re not the only one to be hurt" and told him he’s free to do what he wants. Anyway, he said he want another chance, to make things right and that he wont stop, because he has deep feelings for me. He realizes his mistakes and promises to show me. He said he was jus scared. But right now im talking to someone, I have been for about 3 weeks now. He’s really nice, however, I cant stop thinking about this other guy. What should I do? Like, with tha one that hurt me, my heart melts when i talk to him. I put up this shield like im over everything but honestly im not. Anyone has any advice?
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